Satisfaction and happiness aren’t
guaranteed in human life which leaves human life as an unfolded mystery. There is always greed that sticks like
superglue in our life. Worries and tensions are other form of greed. It looks
different but at the end it takes it real form, which is greed. My thoughts
aren’t just my perception it’s a wakeup call to the world, time to realize
about where we stand from rest of the world. Most of the people who will go
through my blog must have thought once about what I’m writing about. My
thoughts might sound offensive to certain people but as I have right to express
….I’m ready to take the challenges that my words might bring. After all my words
aren’t a false barking, it’s roaring of truth that the world needs to hear.
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Oh ! We Lucky Brats! |
Recently questioning with my
unsatisfied life, I felt like I have got the biggest problem and thought I was
only the one who was unsatisfied. But what a moron I was??Being brought up in a
decent family with good education I had started to think the world is better
than my life. I felt I was the only one going through pain and misery?? I’m
sure I’m not the only one to think like that. I can see loads of worries in the
newspapers, Facebook, twitters and magazines. Reading all those brain washing
problems of people I had become one of them. You don’t have to think much about
what I’m talking about….I is talking about your problem and mine too. And yeah
you are a moron and I’m too. Because those who are on real problems won’t be
able to read my blog neither they might have idea about what Blog means?? You
might be cursing me for tagging u moron but after reading my blog, hope you
would feel my tag was true. Yes! I’m talking about your heart broken life which
might have left you suicidal. If you are going to suicide, do not worry I won’t
stop you but give me 5 minutes of your miserable life then you can do anything
after reading my blog. Some of you might be in tensions about why your girlfriend
or boyfriend left you?? Some might be wondering why they can’t have lifelike of
celebrity. Celebrities might be wondering about their breast size, their
genital size their weights and appearances… about their six pack about their looks.
you might be wondering about your finance , needs , and everything. Yeah
everyone in every level of society, they are in tensions and worries. But the
society and people I’m going to talk about don’t know what we are worrying about??
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A Graduate from International university ! What a waste and a great curse? |
Yeah currently going through the
notes and books about the lives of people living through war and dictatorship,
I tagged myself as a greatest moron. I was compelled to compare my life with
theirs and at the end I was laughing and crying at the same time. Yeah I was
going crazy both positively and negatively. Yes I’m talking about North Korean
people who have to go to labor camp for not cleaning the portrait of their
leader. I’m talking about the children of Somalia who shrinks to the size of
mouse before dying of hunger and yeah I’m talking about the women’s of Africa
who have lost everything but still tries
to breastfeed their child until they shrinks to the size of super 0 figure
before dying with their infants suckling on their dead bodies. I was thinking
I’m living in the country with problems but I was too naïve about the meaning
of “problem”. Youngsters like me who are living in developed countries put a
complaint about their parents not letting them to go to party, some youngsters
jump in front of the train for being dumped. You have right to your life and
yeah you can end when you want but just let me share how hard people try to
live their life under the worst circumstances. We should visualize about the
innocent African people fighting for their last breath because of hunger, about
an infant who was shot by the rebel’s gun and fighting for his life.
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God you weren't my creator you were the cause of my misery ! |
North Korea being one of the
mysterious countries in the world, they are living life beyond our imagination.
Once talking about Korean you might have the impression about the hot, sexy and
plastically cute South Korean model and young hunk with cheesy smile in some
dramas and movies. But they have their own brothers and sisters living in the
dark side of the world who struggle for their daily needs, who have survived
the famine when North Korea didn’t get any support from other countries. Ask a North
Korean girl surviving in labor camp about what a bachelor party means?? Ask a
boy from North Korea what’s clubbing means?? They will start to sing their
national prayer about their dictator leader like a rifle in the burst mode.
This isn’t their will but under the nozzle of the gun, their lips automatically
fire the prayer in a burst mode. The women and children in Afghanistan torn
apart because of war, people of Somalia torn between civil war, HIV, and
famine, they all are human like us. Can you give me a good reason why they have
that life and why we haven’t? While talking about war you might think soldiers
with guns killing people & children but they aren’t the real culprit. They
are themselves the other victims of war. No people are born as a trained
killer. It’s the situation (do or die) that compel them to kill people. But you
should keep in mind those soldiers who have triggered a gun in people’s life
live a haunted life throughout his life. You can figure out who is the real culprit?
Is it the guys in uniform or the guys in suits who decide where to deploy these
soldiers and order them to kill??
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Do you have tears in your eyes for my death or saving for the suicide of some celebrity ? |
Going through a book about North
Korea “Nothing To Envy” I felt like is it true?? But after researching through
websites and papers, notes and many other sources, interviews of defecator from
North Korea I found that the book was true. Can you imagine your life in prison
camp with your family for watching the foreign channels? Yes it’s the
consequences that north Korean people have to face. We might be boasting about our
rights and freedom but there are some places where you lose your rights before
you were born. Last year, with the death of Michael Jackson, Amy Winehouse, and
this year of Whitney Houston because of drug overdose people flooded with
tears, it surprised me as we had been deaf to the death of thousands of people
in Africa, Afghanistan where they died because of we didn’t help them, we
didn’t voice for them, we didn’t fight for them to wipe a group of dictator who
resulted war in these countries. I myself was stunned to the way our selfish mind
has changed our holy soul into a paranoid soul. If not so why would we shed
tears and would worry about the suicide of singers who sang about the
characters that touched our heart while the real characters are being killed in
front of our eyes?? Aren’t we a real moron??? They chose their own death, but
one who wants to live are being killed and murdered on this same world we are
sharing.
A month ago, with the death of North
Korean leader ‘ Kim Jung il’, there was a choreographed death mourning people
in front of the camera but as I had known the truth I questioned myself, Are
they truly mourning over his death or shedding tears of happiness and freedom on
the death of this brutal, selfish soul? (As I have read that the North Korean
government punishes the one who don’t shed tears on their leader’s death.)Beside
these countries, there are list of countries where life is beyond our imagination,
Nepal, India, Burma etc. While judging about these countries, do not judge
looking at the minor people on the limelight, you should be judging looking at
the overall people of these countries. But
to be honest the developed countries are also infected with the virus of sex slavery
and different crimes.
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YEs ! Our Freedom is caged here and you don't have the guts to help us , Do You ? |
Girls might be wondering about
showing off their sexy thighs and well developed breast but what if you were
born in a country where girls in burka are raped and where women’s breast
sticks to their ribs cage because of hunger ? Just consider lucky and take a
deep sigh. So goes to the boys, we might be complaining about school or college
being hard for us but what if we were born in some African countries where you
will be handed AK4 7 before you know your age to go to school!! We might be boasting about the number of girls
we bedded down during our bachelor life but what if we were born in a country
where you would be exchanging your life to hold your last breathe. You and I should be thanking to god! The
rights, freedom we boast of are possible in few countries that we lucky brats
are living. There is people living life
beyond our imagination. There are places where there is light for few people
and darkness for the millions. There is darkness beyond our imagination. The
light we are seeing is just the illusionary light to create a false pride on us,
to make you boast of who you are and to give you a false sense of freedom but
after a few hundred miles from the place we are living there is pitch black
darkness where we would be crawling to get a ray of hope. That’s the reality we need to live on.
Though, myself been raised on the
brink of 10 years civil war, I consider myself lucky to these African people
and North Korean people, because we had day to rejoice our life during civil
war. but these people have to live day and night in fear. Night made the decision of our fate whether
we would be orphaned or be taken to fight for the terrorist or killed with the
army’s bullet. But the people I’m talking lose their hope as soon as they
realize they have life. It’s worst to live without ray of hope than being
killed or murdered. Hope is the only means of living or surviving. Hope is the
living shadow of life.
Now comparing our problem with these
people, do you still think you are unlucky?? Are you still suicidal?? If yes
than can you do these people a favor? Can you write a note of will to your
parents or to the police or to the government about donating the expenses that
they might have to spend in upbringing you
to donate to these people who are dying because it’s their compulsion
not an excuse to escape away from problems like you and me !! I think it would be the first good thing
you and I would have ever done. It might leave a slight ray of hope on us being
treated good in hell.
You might feel depressed, frustrated
with your life which is normal but to lose hope to live life and to struggle is
worse than death. If you fall don’t give a damn about it! Try to bounce back.
That will give you a feeling that you can live your life. My motto to write
this blog isn’t to make you revolutionary or neither to motivate you to be
suicidal but to help you make a reasonable decision when you are feeling low in
some stages of you your life. To make you bold to face the problem in spite of
being suicidal, to make you feel you are a blessed soul and luckiest of all to
have such a great free life. Life always comes with a challenge but you have to
kick it with your greatest strength so that you can feel the challenge was nothing
compared to the people who have lost their every right and freedom before they
were born.
Takeshi