Which left me with a ? |
‘Love’! I thought you were simple
but despite of reading piles of books about you or watching thousand GB (gigabytes)
of movies screened related to you, still leaves me blank when I tend to define
you. I think the reason is I never try to grasp you or been coward to embrace
you.
You know how much I’m hating to type
these words as you might prove my words wrong because of your flexibity is such
that you tend to bend the way situation bends you. You are like sand in the
Gobi desert blowing in the same direction with the rhythm of the wind.
this can be a great Quote or can be a funniest joke!! |
But I’m here trying to bare you
naked about how I felt and feel about you “TILL TODAY” because I don’t have the
confidence to challenge you as I’m scared of your tenacity to drag the whole
world in favor of you to prove my words wrong . When I overconfidently tend to
judge you and compare with the characters of the book and movie I have gone
through, later I realize myself, what a fool I have been as a book or movie is
just a single person’s perception about you. That’s when I tend to lose my mind
because you leave me blank when I feel most confident about you. World can neither escape from your spell nor
can embrace you because you are as deceiving as jack. Thus I have no other
option then to write my thoughts and experiences about ‘you’.
You have such a gravity to pull the whole world,
that despite knowing you are full of shits and have few happiness people risk
their chance to get 5% of ‘you’ despite of 95% chance to get shits.When you
cling on people, I, everyone lose their capability to judge you. This leaves me
mysterious about you.
Are you thinking what i'm thinking ??? |
“Love” when you invite fight, jealousy,
breakup and crimes I start to feel numb about you. But when you tend to mix
with lust and become the world’s complicated cocktail which makes me think of
the calculation Love = Sex, I start to lose faith on you and start to see
stars, moons on the broad daylight. You know why I’m confused so much about you
it’s because of the experiences I have gone through and seen. Oh ‘Love’ when
you beg marriage to make you complete why you beg divorce to be your next
boyfriend? ‘Love’ sometimes I feel you are disgusting but the feeling I had
during my first crush blackmails me to forgive you. I think you have done the same
with everyone. You are a dualist coz you have that power of giving the utmost
pleasure and times 2 pains at the same time.
True to Me!!what you think!!! |
Here I’m though been already 20, I’m
more confused than I was .Years ago When I had a fling with this yahoo(social
site) girl you came to whisper me that I was in love but it ended with the wrong
calculation.
How you define that incident when
you came across me and lured me to be with you when I started to dream of a
girl during my college days? I hope this quotes perfectly defines my heydays’
relationships.
After the fall of teenage, I woke up
and sympathized myself that I was too
young or had infatuation in the previous relations but after my cousin’s breakup who was 25 , older than me , with his long
term girlfriend ,you pricked me a little
about the age factor in love and mockingly whispered me that I was wrong about
you.
Wish i won't be the guy over here!! |
After few years later, I started to
earn my own bread and told myself that I was ready to be in relationship then
some bitter thing happened with my best friend as he broke up with his girl
whom he had loved for years and promised to get married ‘now’ knowing the
reason that she belong to different clan and his parent’s disapproval of their
marriage. Love Are you laughing or crying???
Few months back, one of my brit
colleagues (from my workplace) had special experience about ‘you’ similar like
that of Britney Spears and Justin Timberlake only the difference being that they didn’t get
married on that night. He met this hot
blonde on the club and said he was smitten by the so called “love on first sight”
and spent the night together but the next day he came to work saying when they
woke up the following morning they didn’t recognize each other and was asking
us what happened that night. I couldn’t hold my laughter.
The most complicated one is that of my
maternal uncle and aunt who have a son same as my age and now they want a
divorce because they say that they have now found their respective soul mates.
Fact they told the same thing when they were getting married years ago my aunt
being the eyewitness. I’m puzzled and dazzled by you ‘Love’.
To my Aunt And uncle wishing them gudluck !!!! |
I thought you were mysterious to me
because I’m naïve but you left me blank when I found that the philosophers,
writers and scientists whom I respect were also puzzled by you. Now with the 21st
Century on my path and characters (celebrities) real dramas about you on their
real life you make me wonder more about you.
You are really a mystery like Life
and death may be a greater one as death and life is fixed but you aren’t. No
worries I have made up my mind with the famous quote “Everything is fair in
love and war” .I don’t know much about war because there is rules of engagement
and so many other rules military and civil like that of cobweb to bind soldiers
that can drive you to the deathbed but I think “love” You are a British
Constitution, as u can’t be defined in written form by these ugly alphabets and
tend to have the elasticity of ‘it’ whenever and wherever you can be extended
according to the need of a ‘ruler’. You are amendable. You can neither be caged
by these silly emotions nor by these funny tears which foolishly think it can
melt you but you have the melting point higher than that of diamond. You have
such elasticity that you tend to flop that of latex and chewing gum. The winner
becomes the party who can bend wrong to right or create an illusion that he is
right though he is wrong like a lawyer in the court. Yeah you can be deceiving
as fox so I am not trusting you neither defining you until I’m resting on my
deathbed. It’s just my perception about what I have seen and felt so far. But
as for me now It’s a matter of being hurt or hurting someone and don’t have the
guts to be the first one..? I think maximum follow me in this case. Or you
should be prepared to count stars in the broad day light with few kisses of cocktail
and shots.
That's My spirit!!! |
Best of luck
Takeshi